Friday, April 24, 2009

"BARNS BURNT DOWN, NOW I CAN SEE THE MOON"

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I just returned home from London and I was greeted by a beautiful
package from one of my employees from my Newport store in California,
Lisa Dirkes. Inside the package there was a lovely book that inspired me
through my jet lagged sleep, and 2 gorgeous watercolor sketches.
The talent enclosed was amazing.

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There is so much I have to discover about the lives of people who
have crossed my path through the journey of Shabby Chic.
Creativity, deep thinkers and seekers seem to be a common thread
between us all. Pink, lace and frill may be sweet and pretty,
but we are a group of substance.

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Portobello Road was on my doorstep for the past few weeks during my
stay in London. Portobello Road is a lovely little quiet street,
with pastel painted houses and old store fronts.

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But on Saturdays, the street is transformed. It becomes an antique heaven.
Street stalls mainly selling jewelry, paintings, clothes, glassware, books and accessories line the street. Thousands of people from all over the world crowd together and enjoy the treasures.

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Record players play crackled old time music.
Yummy smelling crepes which I call "confused pancakes"
have Nutella and strawberries. My daughter loves them.
Cameras click away. A few times I was asked, "Where is the book
store from Nottinghillgate movie". I learnt where it was.
I listened to many stories vendors insisted upon sharing.
I was fascinated by an old jam jar and asked some questions of the vendor
who looked a little like Santa Clause. I asked him if he was going to be
at the same spot the following week in case I came back.
He proceeded to give me his life story, and how he had only not been at
his spot twice in 40 years. He then showed me a torn piece of
newspaper from his back pocket, with a photo of a " James Bond girl".
He told me had dated her for 6 days 30 years ago . Many stories to tell.
I have learnt to build in story listening time into my treasure search.

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I started buying some treasures, lovely broaches, fabric and linens with
no real purpose. I am starting to feel my creative juices flowing,
actually exploding. My creativity cannot be kept inside and it is starting
to express itself.

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Unlike many, I love the weather in London. The rhythm of the seasons suits my personality best. I appreciate every "weather" for I know it will change.

Along with the structure of working and completing my book,
I had daily walks/runs through Kensington Gardens.
Its rather lovely returning to my roots as a tourist. I explored
London like I never did when I lived there. Kensington Garndens is heavenly.

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It joins Hyde Park to Kensington to Nottinghill, connected by pathways.
I spent hours sitting by the pond where the "Queen's Swans" live.
They are magnificent . I had my ipod with me and listened to classical
music as I watched them float around, so proudly.
Some days I cried, some I laughed.
The park is very historical and dates back hundreds of years many kings
and queens lived there, including queen Victoria.

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I watched many group sports, cricket and football and many picnics. The minute even a little bit of sun comes out, the British strip down, men take off their tops and take in the rays, quickly, before the rain.

I found myself interested in everything and everyone. I chatted to the English cabbies, ("Hackney Carriage" drivers).
I learnt all about "The Knowledge". This is a four year study program that all English cab drivers need to undertake before they can drive a cab. There are
25,000 streets and places of interest that they need to learn, by driving around
on a motorbike with a clip board for 4 years. I asked if GPS systems have
made that not a necessity anymore and was told that nothing can out beat human "knowledge". English cabs and their drivers are wonderful.

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A big treat for me is the Electric Cinema. This is a theatre from the Soho House team of hotels that are mainly throughout England and NY too. The Cinema is lovely and old with plaster swags of wreaths and roses. Sitting in big mushy leather chairs with footstools, and you can order "bangers and mash" and a drink. Bangers and mash are mash potatoes and sausages. Yummy.

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73 comments:

  1. Dear Rachel,

    There really are so many wonderfully creative and sensitive souls who love and adore Shabby Chic. You have a very thoughtful, artistic and gentle nature that attracts other like-minded individuals. I truly believe that you have helped to bring out the beautiful in those who love you, as well as in everything that you create. You have inspired us to inspire ourselves, now the world is a better place because of Shabby Chic!

    It is so comforting to hear you express the idea in previous blogs that we are all in this together. We really are! There are so many of us mourning for you and for Shabby Chic, but there is also so much hope and belief in the air. You have poured your heart and soul into the beautiful creations that enrich our lives on a daily basis. In turn our love and appreciation are giving back to you. Life is a circle, a delicate balance of give and receive.

    When I first saw you on Oprah sometime around 1994, I was sold on Shabby Chic for life! The look, the philosophy and the way of life all spoke to my heart and soul. I watched your style evolve and have been there cheering you on. Through the years I have enjoyed meeting others who love Shabby too. I saw a Shabby community beginning to form at the warehouse sales, but it did not have a place to grow and develop. Since the devastating news, I have been frequenting all of your Southern California stores several times a week. I have also been following your blog and the comments posted.
    This blog and the bonding we are going through now brings us closer and validates what we believe in. This blog is pulling the strings of the Shabby community together. Thank you for this.

    Your passion and creativity have a profound effect on so many lives. It is good to hear that your creativity is coming back and ready to explode. You are a precious gem whose beauty and light brightens the world in countless ways. We need you and you need to create. I believe that if you are passionate and persistent, you will always get what you want, just not always in the way you envisioned. I know this recent set back was unexpected, but it may lead you to greater insights and bigger things. Now you really know what lies in the hearts of your fans. You have a forum to communicate with us and to hear our ideas. What a fabulous and valuable marketing tool!

    You have always gone above and beyond the highest standards to meet our needs and then you blow us away with things beyond our wildest dreams. Like most little girls, I always wanted to be a princess and now I get to feel like one everyday thanks to the Shabby Chic that surrounds me! Thank you for the years of beautiful creations, the inspiring books and television shows, the warehouse sales and most of all, for teaching us how to live with grace and beauty everyday. God bless you.

    Love,
    Lauren

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  2. Dear Rachel,

    Words cannot describe how heartbroken I am over what has happened to you and your company. I was not fortunate enough to come to any of your stores, but have always said I wanted to go.

    I have been decorating "shabby chic" for many years now and simply love it! My husband doesn't mind in the least and says it is so comfortable in our home. Everytime my sister comes by, she naps on my sofa. :) That is the greatest compliment I could ever receive and I owe it all to you.

    Eventhough I have a limited income, that has not stopped me from looking for my shabby treasures that make my home so comfortable, cozy and so shabby. You have inspired me to make it the best it can be and I thank you. I cannot see me ever changing.

    I wish and hope that one day you will return. You are a beautiful person who showed me a wonderful way to decorate and to make my life wonderful. I always said that if I ever won the lottery I would splurge and purchase your denim sofas. LOL... BUT I would still hunt in fleamarkets, antique fairs and stores for the rest to decorate our new home. :) Please come back one day so that I can keep my dream alive. :) You truly are an inspiration to me. I wish you and your family all the best and I will await your return!!

    Warmest, your biggest fan,

    Kelly Durivou
    dkbhk@hotmail.com

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  3. It is 10:20 here on a Texas night, and I have just found your blog. I am stunned and saddened by what I read, but things happen, things happen, and we go on. I remember the very first time I saw a Shabby Chic anything - an article in a magazine, a zillion years ago, it seems, you there with a white slipcovered chair that was without a doubt the most heavenly piece of furniture I'd ever seen. You spoke my style right out loud, and I was enchanted. Still am. I have an upcoming art show - paintings strewn about the house, all white & silvery & full of magic; my new neighobr walked into this mess of canvases & said Oh! It's kind of Shabby Chic, isn't it? I hadn't thought of it before her remark, but yes, I replied, it is.

    A new adventure awaits you - I am eager to see what it holds.

    Take care & take hold of that future. With both hands.

    :) Debi

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  4. Wow! Me thinks I learnt a bit about London, it was lovely, and your writings seem less stressful. It was good for you.

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  5. Hi Rachel, do love all those little treasures you're collecting. Would love to go to the Portobello market someday...

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  6. Your words on this post sound more positive, more like you have become at peace with yourself. It made me feel good to read "between the lines" those words. There is a blog I read daily. She posts everyday like I do. Her name is Jenny Doh, and our paths crossed when she shopped in the store and then used Country Roads as a backdrop for a photo shoot for her magazine. She is editor-in-chief of Somerset Studio and other sister publications. Here is the link to her blog if you would like to read it: http://jennydoh.typepad.com/crscendo I love Jenny's postive view of life. Keep smiling Rachel. Your talent and creativity is something no one can ever take away from you!
    Take care, Sue

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  7. So happy to come to your blog and see a post - I want to visit London as you are so badly - but hearing about it is the next best thing! I can hardly wait for your book! Thanks for all you do and all you are - Kathy

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  8. Hello, Rachel,

    I am sitting here making a fabric rose from one of my mother's silk blouses for my sisters for Mother's Day. We just lost her in January so I understand how complex it is to deal with that loss.

    I want to add my voice to all those who celebrate you for all you have given us. For me it was painting everything white and unironed linen napkins! I thank you so much for the simple pleasure of those soft, sweet smelling napkins that we use every single day. Such a simple luxury.

    I have read many of the responses to your blog and wholeheartedly agree with all the lovely sentiments and support for you.

    I, too, will be looking for whatever you create next.

    Good luck with your book!

    a big hug,
    Joanie

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  9. They just delivered my queen headboard..purchased from your Montana Shabby Chic..they spotted my cat, Shabby Chic...13 years old and named after the beautiful white sofas and everything you have created...a beautiful white lampshade sits on an old marble lamp purchased from a thrift store...I brought the lamp into Shabby to find a shade..now it is
    a complete Shabby experience.
    I returned to Montana and bought 2 beautiful white round pillows..I know you'll be creating once again when the time is right. I met you once in the Montana store...you stopped me and commented on my powder blue long hand knit sweater..I told you that my Mother (93) had knit it for me...you said how lucky you are!! I want to send Shabby's photo as the Sudden Moves delivery men loved her. They couldn't believe her name...

    When one door closes, another opens...or a window may open..but it will open for you.

    Sondra

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  10. Back to your roots...It will be like a refreshing rebirth for you that sounds to me like it has already started. Love Tiina.....

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  11. I've mentioned this before but I absolutely love your blog and how you post the perfect words to the perfect photos; all life and heart and lovely color. It's very enjoyable; soothing. Very pleasing to the eye.

    You can't help but be creative in anything/everything, can you?!! How wonderful! What a rare gift...it's from the soul, must be, and it speaks to me and all these others (fans). Thank you for doing this blogging! I love to scroll down and see what you're going to give us each time. Just makes me happy! It's very unselfish of you to share.

    A person's true character comes through in their heaviest times (how they deal with loss or illness and all the other disasters) and you are shining through, keeping it real and giving yourself time and space to heal. I think you're one smart cooky, Rachel Ashwell! I like you a lot!

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  12. if i could do some good today, if i can learn along lifes way lord show me how,if i can help to make one strong if i can cheer with a smile or song lord show me how,if i can make a burden less if i could spread more happines lord show me how,rachel this little prayer helps me every day

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  13. Rebecca and TiffanyWednesday, April 29, 2009

    Dear Rachel,
    You have seen me through quite a few stressful years: having my fourth and fifth children at the age of 41 and 46 amd trying to capture and retain a little bit of "me" in the midst of rearing 5 children with not much money and even less time.
    Surrounding myself with your Shabby Chic Look helped nourish my soul through the years and this year at Christmastime my lovely 25 year old daughter blessed me with a Christmas gift from your Atlanta store. A beautifully wrapped vintage saucer with a candle and a lovely box of your signature matches. The beauty of the gift was that my daughter had selected it for me, knowing how much I would cherish it. I couldn't bear to open it. I left it intact, complete with tag, and button embellishment. Now I'm so glad I did.
    You mentioned that you are not a practicing religious person. That's wonderful because I don't think God's intent is ever for us to "practice" religion, but rather to be in a personal relationship with Him! Being a person of faith is what draws us close.
    I wanted to let you know what a nourishing blessing you have been in my life. And now my daughter is mourning the passing of the Shabby Chic stores, too. From mother to daughter, we will miss the treat we enjoyed together.
    Blessings,
    Rebecca

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  14. Love all your little sparkly treasures! Glad you're having a good time(:

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  15. RACHEL,
    AS I CLIPPED BACK MY ROSES TODAY, I THOUGHT OF YOU. IT REMINDED ME OF WHAT YOU ARE EXPERIENCING. THE PROCESS OF A ROSE BUSH, IT'S CYCLES OF BLOOMS, HOW SOME CREATURES CAN RAVISH IT. AND THEN RETURN FROM SEASONS IS SO TRUE IN ALL OUR LIVES. IN FACT THE ONE I JSUT PLANTED TODAY WAS A QUEEN ELIZABETH, VERY FRAGRANT, BEAUTIFUL PINK BLOOMS. I AM GLAD YOU ARE ENJOYING ENGLAND.- HEATHER

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  16. Dear Rachel,
    I can not believe how big Lily is. I was rereading all of your books this week and she was just a little girl when you published them. Time flies. Being a Mom myself I know how true this is.
    I always reread your books when I am stumped and can not figure how to decorate something. I have to reaquaint myself with the authentic Shabby Chic, there have been many misguided interpretations of your style. Your books are dog eared and loved very much. They are such a treasure trove of information. When I read them it gets my creative juices flowing. I am very grateful for every piece of your Shabby Chic and Simply Shabby Chic items that I purchased. I adore them. Your line is the only reason I consistently go to Target. I can not wait to see what you have in store for us next and to inspire our creativity. At first I was sad but now I am anticipating with great joy your next chapter.The Shabby Chic look is a true classic like you and will never go out of style.
    Oh and I have been to London and I love it. Especially those well informed cab drivers.
    Suzanne from Long Island, NY

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  17. Welcome back to the U.S., Rachel!
    Oh, I couldn't agree more with the lovely words and heartfelt sentiments of these wonderful bloggers. Oh, it's all so very very bittersweet, especially your headline-"the barns burnt down,now I can see the moon..."
    We all want desperately for your happiness and fullfillment. I know that the California stores are getting ready to close and that must be difficult, to put it mildly. But, you've come back and I see signs of hope in your words. I shall go and get a copy of the little book. I thank you every day for what you have given us, a way to channel the very best qualities in ourselves and to share that with the people in our lives. Thank you so very much for making this world a softer place to land and now I'm wishing that for you.

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  18. Dearest Rachel-
    I am so sorry about Shabby Chic, the business but after reading your blog I know that Shabby Chic, the creative soul is well. As a fellow Brit I know that it's important to Carry On, and you are!
    I'm looking forward to Fall and the release of your new book-I have all of the others. Persevere and bring us all something wonderful back from your self-journey, we will wait.

    It's not just a brand that you brought us, it's a lifestyle!

    Thank you for sharing it my dear!

    Warm Regards,
    -Lisa

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  19. Dear Rachel,
    You sound like a survivor. You'll do well.
    You are in one of those goodbye/hello stages of your life. Door closes, go knock on another, and another, and another until one is opened. It's that bittersweet having to let go in order to move forward time. Give yourself time, indulge yourself, don't push yourself, but move when the time is right for you. It's unfair to have to let go of something that feels so right, something that was so right. Grieve the unfairness of it all, grieve the loss, but don't let yourself get stuck there.
    You are much too creative. It's an impossibility for you to stagnate.
    All the best,
    Eileen

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  20. Beautiful, as always!

    Someday I hope to live there...

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  21. I can see that your creative juices are flowing. A friend of mine in Singapore told me "I dream of one day having a Shabby Chic home." Don't give up. There are probably entire countries that would love your style!

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  22. Such beauty and inspiration~! I also have a sweet daughter named lily which came from my love for flowers~ I have been a floral designer for 13 years and love it, even though I have taken a break from that to be a homemaker and I love it ! Tending to my cottage and little ones!I would love to have some of that soap in one of your prevoius post, it really looks so pretty! xo Andrea

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  23. Dear Rachel,

    How lovely is the way you speak of London.
    I am French from Paris and I moved to Los Angeles without any regret. However, I always thought that the only thing I would miss from Paris, is the easy possibility to go to London as I used to do before.
    Though Paris is a very beautiful city too, but let's say I have personal reasons not to want to stay there.

    I remember the very first time I heard about Shabby Chic. It was in Paris, my husband had bought for me two little vases in plain glass which had holders to hang on the wall. The holders were in an off-white distressed painted wrought iron and my husband told me that he had bought them in a store where the owner used to import some stuff from Louisiana and that this man spoke of "Shabby Chic" style. Of course, my husband had no idea what it could mean.

    As I am rather curious, I began searching for the Shabby Chic style on Internet and the first thing I found on Google were your books on Amazon. So I ordered the first one, just to see, from the US, in English. I thought it would make me read English faster. And I read it so quickly, I loved it so much that I ordered the second and the third ones in the same time. It allowed me to learn a lot of home decor words in English, what was great for me, since I work in this field.
    In 1997, I went for the first time to Los Angeles, and the first thing I did, was to visit your Santa Monica store. I think you got me completely then, because even if the prices were not exactly for my incomes, I felt comfortable right away, what is rather rare in the stores of expensive products. No snobbish feeling, just a very casual comfortable mood inside.
    Shabby Chic is more than just beautiful and costly products, it is a philosophy, a way of living.

    Your print is so important in our lives that you can't disappear just like that.
    I can't wait to read your new book, as much as I can't wait to see you come back. I have no doubts about that. It is just a matter of time, we just need to be a little patient.

    We are all with you, be sure of that,
    Yael

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  24. Rachel,

    You are returning to your roots, it seems. Time for a little regrouping and reaccessing, but also for hope for the new adventure that lies ahead. You will be back, but now is the time to take a little time for yourself, which I suspect you haven't been able to do in a long time. Good luck to you. We'll be here...

    Judy

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  25. Dear Rachel,

    I have been following your blog for awhile now and wanted you to know that through all of this, you, your story, your products, remain an inspiration to me, as do the posts from the other bloggers. The beauty of Shabby Chic goes well beyond the faded flowers and ruffles, but into the hearts of all of us who love the Shabby Chic way of life.


    When tragedies or difficult situations arise, they give us opportunities for growth and self reflection. If everything always went well, we would never grow as individuals. We are reminded of the importance of having patience, perserverence,humility,compassion--things we are all too quick to think about when things go well or easy.

    I once was having a very difficult time with a work related project and was talking to my father about it. He reminded me that nothing worth doing in life is ever, ever easy.

    My father died shortly after he told me that, but every time things seem impossible, I think about what he said and realize it's true.

    All the best to you, Rachel!

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  26. How wonderful to see your beautiful daughter perusing old books in London. Isn't that how it all began for you?
    Full circle, Rachel. Full circle.

    Here's hoping we'll soon hear of a new venture from you.
    I continue to keep you in my thoughts.

    PS: I can't believe your children are all grown up now. Mine, too! It seems as if it was only yesterday when I bought your beautiful linens for my daughter's room. The baby I never thought I'd have in the room that only you could have imagined. Perfect.

    Oh, time!

    You don't know me, but I feel as if we've shared a long walk together on the part of the road that we call life.

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  27. Dear Rachel,

    I have just found your blog, and my heart is so touched by your recent posts. I have been a great admirer of Shabby Chic for many years.

    While my personal style is a bit more English cottage, I do so love the romantic essence of everything you have created. I say this with all sincerity and humility.

    I have often adored the Shabby Chic sofas, and I'm disappointed that they will no longer be available.

    However, your attitude is an inspiration, and you are so bravely foraging ahead into a new day that will hold many joys and challenges for you.

    And I firmly believe in the old truth that says, "When God closes a door, He always opens a new one."

    Continue to bask in the delight and love you have brought to so many lives. Through your products and through your personal influence, you have encouraged many and given happiness.

    God bless you as you write your book, and God bless you as you find that new path for your life.

    With Love and Deep Admiration,

    Andrea

    P.S. I just remembered something I heard you once say that has stuck with me. As I was watching your program one day, you mentioned the importance of details. You made the point that the fine details of our lives that give us delight and joy are so important, for they show we care. And that if we don't care about these little things, we shall soon develop an attitude that we don't care about anything at all. Forgive me for paraphrasing, but the essence of your words have meant a great deal to me. Take care.

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  28. Dearest Rachel, Here comes the sun.....it's alright now. Wow, your daughter has grown. I think of that little girl in your books,whenever you mention her, so I was surprised to see her all grown. Sounds like your soul is lighter. Just to let you know, Rach, we (my daughter and I)are opening a small shop to honor you. We love the shabby chic style and we so much appreciate you for showing us how to express ourselves in our homes. When we first found out what happened, we ran to Target and bought almost everything off the shelves! It wasn't until later we realized Shabby will still be sold at Target--thank goodness!! We are eagerly awaiting the release of your next book, be sure we will purchase a stack to put in the shop. Sincerely, Terry and Julie

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  29. It's good to know that you are getting some inspiration. I can't wait to see what you do with it!

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  30. Dear Rachel,

    I would like to tell you my daughter's story.

    Her name is Susan and she graduated from college a few years ago with her degree in fashion design. She decided immediately after graduation to relocate to Los Angeles from Georgia to be close to job opportunities. So, one day in August 2003, a 22 year old girl drove away in her VW, leaving her panic stricken mom(that would be me) standing at the curb clutching a hankie and trying to hold back the tears.

    Amazingly, she found a job almost immediately. She absorbed as much as she could at that place. Soon, she felt her talents could be better put to use elsewhere. She found a job as a design assistant at a place everybody has heard of in the women's wear business. She worked there awhile. It has always been her dream to start her own line. When I say she is talented, I am being honest, even if she is my daughter!
    As if the story were writing itself, she decided that the time was right to implement her talent, energy and ambitions, and start her own line. She had secured a loan from a family member.

    Now, it would not be surprising if I were to write that she failed. Most people thought she was too young, inexperienced and impetuous to pull it off. But for her first three seasons, she was wildly successful. Right before the economic disaster of fall 2008, she tentatively received the order that was going to put her in the national spotlight. She had already successfully marketed to the boutique and specialty market. She had sold well on the internet. Her lines and her label had been featured in several fashion mags. In short, her hard work was paying off. She indeed has the talent, drive and the wherewithal to pull off a storybook success story.

    Everything was looking excellent. Her projections were such that she would experience growth and increased exposure every year. She was even featured on a reality TV show as a young designer!

    Well, as you know, dear Rachel, everything changed after last fall.
    That huge retailer that had promised the million dollar order...their buyers sadly informed her that they would have to back out of the sale due to having to scale back and down due to dismal Christmas sales. No new lines, they said, and existing accounts would be cut, too.

    Susan is no quitter.
    She has fought a good fight. She has designed a fall '09 line. But, I think that it won't sell well enough to keep her going with the same impetus she has had. People are just not spending on high-end goods now. Right now, she is still selling her pieces here and there, going to the showroom for some good news and keeping her ear to the ground. To survive, she is coaching gymnastics part-time. Everybody in the family is trying to helping her out a little, but she's too proud to accept much. Her little cat got very sick and she is going to work in the vet clinic to help pay for the bill!

    This little gal did everything right. She worked 20 hr. days. She came up with seed money from her family for her start up. She lived in a loft with an eguana in the bathtub to save on rent! She learned as much as she could, as quickly as she could, worked as hard as she could. Susan's just that kind of creative whirlwind.

    I do not know what the future market holds for Susan, or anyone for that matter. But, I do know one thing. It is not her fault. It is not her fault that our economic world has crumbled. Sometimes, there are innocent people that get caught up in a calamity that is not of their making. Ours is just one story.

    I have a hope that someday, she will have another opportunity to begin again. I wish you, Rachel Ashwell, that same good wish.

    Oh, you and the bloggers might be wondering if her clothes were any good. The first time I saw her collection, I had a lump in my throat. What if I did not like it? What if it wasn't any good? Well, I am still amazed and in awe that my daughter designed those clothes! Her very first line,too! The pieces were awesome. Constructed, yet not too tailored-beautiful fabrics in subtle colors. Delicate, yet contemporary.

    Rachel, your books were on my coffee table the whole time she was growing up! She would look through them and be inspired. I give you credit for part of the early formation of her tastes.
    There is much more to tell about that, but I will just say that part of the requirement for graduation was the creation of a line of clothing to be featured in a school fashion show. Several of her pieces were fabricated of damask rose patterned fabric! She picked it out herself and designed the patterns and sewed them together. You see, you have touched so many lives. Thank you so very much. You are a creative genius.

    I shall not divulge her identity here, as this is about Rachel.

    Best and warmest regards,
    Eva

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  31. Rachel, It is a perfect day, isn't it, to stroll through streets filled with vintage treasures!
    It sounds like you're reflecting and evaluating your next creative endeavor, and we'll all look forward to your comeback in whatever fashion you dream up and make into a reality! Keep dreaming, Suzie Button

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  32. Dear Rachel,
    So happy hearing from you !
    This blog is a link between all shabby chic lovers and your posts are always amazing.
    All the best to you in London !
    warmest regards
    marie christine

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  33. Now that is the Rachel Ashwell we know the best! The one that pulls her boots on and goes treasure hunting. Glad to know those creative juices are starting to flow again and you are finding inspiration. You keep hanging in there and we all will keep pulling for you.

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  34. Hi Rachel,It sounds as if you had a healing time in London. And there is nothing like those outdoor walk/runs to clear your head,(along with a little treasure hunting of course),I love them too! Your daughter is beautiful. Love your blogs and I cannot wait until you come back, I miss your stores (including your online) so much already! Keep on taking care of yourself. xo

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  35. Wow, Rachel! I just went to Amazon to see if there's any hint of your new book coming in the fall - and there it was, this glorious cover for Shabby Chic Interiors,ready for pre-order.Beautiful cover photo!!! -it's going to be your best book yet, I'm sure of that.
    Thanks for bringing me back to Portobello Road and memories of the wonderful market there.My husband & I lived in London for 4 years- it's a special city.
    I've been reading through these comments sent to you -I'm amazed at how many of them could just as well speak for me.
    I hope this month of May brings some new joy to you -that photo of your lovely daughter Lily is a sure sign you have a lot to be happy about on Mother's Day.
    Best to you,
    Linda Park, Westborough, MA

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  36. It sounds like you had a wonderful time. I bought a great old tin bucket in Portobello market, It was white and had the word "Lavender" on the side. I had to carry it back to the hotel on the tube, it wasn't easy!! But if you 'gotta have it . . . . . .you 'gotta get it!!

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  37. Good for you seeing the joy and beauty in such 'ordinary' things and circumstances.

    And jsut think of all the beautiful people you have yet to meet...

    Many blessings-
    Amanda

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  38. I just came online to get the address of your Manhattan store on Wooster, and I see it's closed. I went there a couple years ago and sat on one of the sofas and clerk asked me if I was ok (guess I had a strange look on my face)and I just said "I'm breathing in the Shabby Chic". lol, she understood!

    What is this world coming too? Now I truly think the world is in a bad place if there is no more Rachel Ashwell's Shabby Chic!

    Please regroup and hurry back!

    Love,

    Patrice

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  39. Dear Rachel,

    I was saddened to hear that Shabby Chic was going to close. I have enjoyed all of your wonderful designs for years. When I am having a bad day, simply change the sheets to a new world. I know what it's like to suffer heartache. My boyfriend of six years committed suicide four months ago. I have had to learn to go on despite what I have had to face. Just today I ventured out to shop for the first time since his passing - and guess what I bought - one of your pillowcases from a long time ago - I was thrilled to have found it in a shop after all these years - a match that I was missing - Please do not give up - I look forward to the day when you will reopen and inspire me once again with your designs. You bring much needed happiness and beauty to this world.

    Sincerely,

    Michele

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  40. Things happen in our lives that we don't understand until time passes and we are able to see how we were able to grow because of it...like trimming branches off a tree to help it grow taller. I have been personally inspired by you through your books and blog, and the thoughtfulness behind your design. You will continue to create and evolve and inspire! Thank you!

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  41. So glad you got to go back "home" to refresh, recoup and rethink. Isn't it lovely that your spirit is alive and kicking, and your creativity is still flowing!! You go, girl.
    xo Lidy

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  42. Goodness !!! Surely it can't be that Shabby Chic is no more ?? I refuse to believe it. That "my" Darcy chairs I have lovingly longed for and saved for over a year won't be mine. No way !! Hurry back Rachel.

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  43. Dear Rachel,
    I am so sorry to see that even the online store has closed. Did the Santa Monica store close too? I went to LA expressly to go to the Shabby Chic store there and bought the things I wanted to get and now I hold them close because they are so ME and now unattainable.
    I am happy that you are writing a new book. I have all of your books and just pre-ordered this one as well.
    You talk of London with such joy, love, and passion--the perfect place for you to regroup and recharge.
    When you are ready to come back, we will still be here for you.
    Bea
    bibia@arn.net

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  44. I was happy to read that you will still be involved with the Target stores (I hope that's true!). Did you ever think of branching out into a clothing line (either within Target or on your own)?
    I think with all the wonderful patterns and soft pastels it would be beautiful especially with the 'Rachel touch'.

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  45. I loved hearing about your time in England.... I would LOVE to visit one day. I am SO happy you are writing a book. I bet in many ways it is soothing to write it now. Thank you for all of your sweet inspiration.

    I wanted to share a song with you as I know you are having a time of trials and tests right now. Please know, I am definately not a preachy type.. but it is a beautiful, inspirational song that lifts spirits. I especially think it is poignant after the loss of your sweet Mum and was thinking it might be just a tiny bit of light in your day to listen. The singer is from your homeland England.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqqtyuivolA

    Wishing you a lovely week. Kindly, Heather Kowalski

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  46. hello rachel,

    i m one of your long time fan and your wholesale international client. if you may im the owner of avenue general trading in Dubai , i been trying to to write you for a while and, just now, i figured out hoe to post comments.

    in a few words i wanted to tell you that you have been an great inspiration to many people including me to a point that i have invested all my money and life into opening a store with your theme and have been ambassador of shabby chic concept here in Dubai.
    in life we do endure some challenges that do set us back i hope and pray that you know how valuable you are to all of your followers and will not give up on going forward and inspire us all over again.

    i m not much with the words but i felt to need to share my thoughts so you keep on reading and remembering what you and your creativity mean to us.

    i hope to hear about your new concept and great creations soon.

    truly yours
    berna

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  47. Dear Rachel,

    you have a smile in your "voice" again and I´m so happy for you. Isn´t it a fascinating feeling when life returns. You describe it so well. The tingeling feeling of creativity beginning to grow.

    It has been a complete priviledge to share your thoughts and your journey. I would like to give you some words in return to strengthen your stride: Hope. Such a lovely word. After reading your words I feel hope for us all. Happiness. Joy. Simplicity. Love.

    Best wishes
    Linda from Sweden

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  48. The Portobello antique store looks so cute and English!

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  49. Hi Rachael.....I think the purpose of Shabby Chic was to make this world a better place...to teach others about dreams, creating beauty around us, success, falling down ( on a fluffy down chair)& getting back up ( of course with your crown on) ..isn't life all about lessons and helping one another? Anyway you are home & close to your family... sounds like the kind of place I can relate to.....maybe you needed to go back to your roots, clean the California cobwebs and experience the magic in England that is the seed in your soul. Enjoy looking at the moon!!!
    xoxoox laura

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  50. Hello :) This is my first time visiting your blog. I love the shabby chic style. My bedroom is decorated in it and I just had to tell you I think it's fabulous! Good luck with everything! I wish you the best!

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  51. Hi Rachel: It is me agai, your no English spoken fan. Sorry for the lots of mistakes that I will have in this comments. I want to share with you that last week my husband was very sick. He has a internal bleading and we did not know where. Finaly doctos found something in his intestine. He is having some medicine for infection, but the doctos could not tell us if he has an infection or something worst. When the treatment ends, they will make Dave another tests and we hope everything is ok o we could know what realy hapend. He is my English gentleman huby and I cannot live without him.

    Why I share this with you, because I want to tell you that you help me with this. Today I changed the bed clothes and make a confy semi shabby chic bed for him, to rest on. And everyime I feel stress and worry about him, I try to do something inspire on your style. Mothers day was on May 10 here in my country, Guatemala, and I sold all my productos base in my own view of your shabby chic products. I would like to show them to you, they were made with lots of loves.

    It is good to know that you are better. Everything will be ok, the future is beautifull. Thanks, Rachel, for all the beautiful you make in life. Rosa MarĂ­a

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  52. Shocked and sad to hear that Shabby Chic is no more (for now)! But thrilled to learn that you're writing a new book -- it's been too long since the last one! And happy to know that Simply Shabby Chic is still available. You'll bounce back, I'm sure of it!

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  53. Rachel ~

    I know your heartbroken over your stores closing - but remember - they are just a building - it was your spirit that breathed life into them and you still have that with you - that's the magic - that's the key.

    Rachel - you remind me of Shop Girl in You've Got Mail. Katherine had to close her childrens book store because the competition came in - heartbroken because she was not just loosing the store, she was loosing her employees, the customers and the books themselves. But though the store & the books themselves were gone - the spirit and experiences of the store was not. You are our Shop Girl - we know that you too will find yourself again and will come up with something new but it will be with the same wonderful spirit that was breathed into all your other marvelous things...we can't wait to see what's in store. :)

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  54. Rachel,

    I am so sad to see the website close. I am in the process of moving home for the summer and leaving my freshman dorm room behind. As I pack up all of my belongings, I realize that my Shabby Chic items are some of my favorites. I pledged Zeta, so you can only imagine the fun I had after bid day buying everything adorned with crowns.

    I loved your Austin store (I go to the University of Texas) and can only hope that one day it will be reopened. If only I had bought everything I wanted. I had no idea that time was short.

    Best to you,
    Nicole

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  55. Oh my goodness!

    I brought this torn out full-page ad from a magazine left at my library, "Country Home", to remind me to look up your web-site......and now I see what has happened.....so sad for me because I am new to Shabby Chic.

    Perhaps you can share your designs & design ideas in new ways...especially for those of us who sew, knit, or crochet.

    Deborah in Pittsburgh

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  56. Dear Rachel,

    Oh my goodness where to begin, I have not logged on to your web site in a while (very sorry about that) and when I did this morning, I was beyond stunned, I keep saying to who ever will listen, its been 5 years, now 10 here comes 15 and than finally the big 20, I pop into the book store to see when I can expect your latest book and am saddened to find not til fall and I have to be patient, (not very easy for me), I fell head over heels for everything Shabby Chic, I was watching TV and saw a little piece and that after some investigation, I was hooked!!!

    I have had the tremendous pleasure of meeting you on let me see about 4 times, what to this day stays with me, was how kind and honestly sincere you were with my daughter who at the time was just in kindergarden and you had all this lovely food displayed in your Newport Beach store and of course all the light (white) colored everything and all you said was don't forget your napkin!!!! If I had the money I would buy everything but I can not so I just want to say, thank you for sharing with everyone your gift of beauty, and right now you are a little bruised, but than you will heal and be even more beautiful than before!!!! And thank you for not being like the nasty lady at Chanel who followed myself and my daughter around the store waiting for what to happen, but allowing us to touch, sit, feel, laydown, kick our feet up, and feel like your store, all of your stores, I have had the great fortune to visit 4 of them and to enjoy myself to pieces everytime I walked out with the pretty white bag and the pink tissue!!! Enjoy London, heal yourself, and when you are all healed I know you will shine on us the next great thing!!! Until than I will be patient and wait and wish you and your the very very best!!!!

    Always,

    Stacy Nabel

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  57. Such a beautiful place to visit! Thank you for being such an inspiration! :)

    http://icandychristinaj.blogspot.com/

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  58. Rachel,
    Forgive me, I was going through my own situation, much similiar to that of yours, therefore I did not know of the closing of your Shabby Chic stores and business. I read your blog with a saddened heart and tears. No one can truly relate until their hopes and dreams- that they have worked so hard for are diminished into memories. My husband and I have worked exceptionally hard to fullfill our dreams and with that help decorate the lives of others, just to have the economy take so much away as well. With that said, we are just reinventing what we started and maybe with a wiser, stronger heart and a greater appreciation for everything! I needed to find your blog- to help myself through my own journey by reading your thoughts and the encouraging words and quotes you have posted. They say there is a reason for everything- to protect us, teach us and even so we can somehow help others by our own experiences. Yes, I am still waiting for God to open that window, because one door has closed. It will open for you, you have so much still- your talent, your experience- you will reinvent yourself but still keep a big part of what you love and who you are! That is what we have all loved about you and your style through the years!

    All the best!
    XX

    Zuniga Interiors

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  59. I'm glad your not keeping your creativity inside. I love your books and are so looking forward to a new one. Until than I will be patient and wait, and wish you the very best. Love from Norway:)

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  60. Dear Rachel,

    Last summer, I ordered the most beautiful white sofa from your Newport Beach store. A couple of months later, I was able to purchase two vintage pink velvet chairs as well. I absolutely love these pieces - they bring me joy everyday.

    The staff at the Newport Beach location were so wonderful, especially the manager, Carol. Thank you for creating so much beauty. Best wishes to you and everyone at Shabby Chic.

    Sincerely,
    Amy
    Torrance, CA

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  61. Dear Rachel
    Hope London is a good healer for you. I always love the vibe there. That's a great photo of Lily browsing the books. She looks like you. Take time to smell the roses. Deep breaths. I always love to chant the Desiderata at times like this. Beyond all the broken dreams it is still a beautiful world. Be good to yourself. Keep Blogging xx

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  62. Oh, I love Portebello road. even just the name sounds good. Had to buy my Staffordsire dogs there, of course! Love everything you create!

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  63. The sun still shines behind those grey clouds, the grass still grows and the flowers keep blooming then they go to sleep only to come back next year bigger and with more blossoms....So keep watering and tending to the weeds and deadhead to encourage growth.... we are still here for our purpose we just have to leap and the net will appear....

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  64. Hi Rachel, I know how hard it is to watch what you've created morph into something else but as you say in your posts, your prayers are answered even if it's in ways we didn't expect.
    Your talent and eye for beauty will never leave you and even when we're all long gone your pretty legacy will live on through your books. Can't wait for the new one! Love, Claudia

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  65. My heart goes out to you and all those involved with the wonderful process of creating your inspirations. I know what it feels like, I have been there too! I remember more then once, a customer could come in to my store and mention they too had a store once and when it closed they were done. They look they gave me was always a bit disconcerting. I have a similar story, but then again different story, but how it affects all who care about you is the same.

    I still dabble in the creative process, can't seem to help it. But my true strengths are business organization and that is what I did before I had a design and retail business, and where I find myself again. I always knew in the back of my mind I could not do it all and never had everyone in place to cover the bases as I knew I needed. I still have many friends, (many are competitors but loved none the less), who are struggling so much with the economic hardships, they are having a hard time being "creative".

    You have had a decision made for you, as I did and I assume you felt a relief of a sort. Once you rest and regroup you will prevail I have no doubt!

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  66. i wish that i could find the kind of things you do! i just started looking at vintage things and have no idea where to start! i'm going to paris this july and am so excited for it. maybe i'll find some pretty finds that you do! if you know of any places, please blog about them! i'm sure everyone would love to know...me at least!

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  67. Dear Rachel,

    I can only imagine how you must feel right now. I watched the stores sadly go away and it broke my heart. My thoughts and prayers are with you and all of those who worked for you. I cannot say enough kind words about your employees. They are all dedicated and talented individuals. It's hard to believe everything that has happened.

    Everywhere I look in my home, I see something lovely and special created by you. I try to say a little prayer for you and everyone who made Shabby Chic possible each time I stop to appreciate these beautiful things.

    You always manage to improve and refine your style, while still being true to its original aesthetic. You will be back soon enough and everyone one will want the new Rachel Ashwell Designs!

    Thank you for sharing your talent and creativity with the world. We love you and look forward to your next step. Can't wait to read your next blog!

    Love,
    Lauren

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  68. Hi, If you arrive to Argentina see my blog of art in wire www.andreaperaita.blogspot.com

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  69. I second all of the great sentiment and comments from your many gifted readers of your blog. You are just so real, and have kept such a personal way about you even though you have 1,000's of us "Shabby Chic" followers.
    Just wanted to comment to tell you that as a jewelry designer that works primarily with vintage redesigning of jewelry, that I'm adoring all of your wonderful vintage jewelry you've been collecting while in London. So special!
    Gretchen
    http://mimitoriasdesigns.blogspot.com

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  70. I will have to check out this little book, what a lovely looking read! Also love the queen flag!I also remember the part in your book where you are packing a sushi inspired lunch for Lily. She has grown into a beautiful young lady. My how the time flies!
    Leslie

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  71. Looking at some pink peonies on my desk. Makes me think of shabby chic. I love, love, love your shabby chic style. I miss your beautiful treasures. Hope you feel inspired to bring some of that beauty back into our lives. Best wishes.

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  72. Dear Rachel
    I am so glad I found your blog...I have so enjoyed your style and you gave form, colour and line to my eclectic bits and bobs ..thank you ..I own a B and B in an old brick church in Australia ...yes its very shabby and not so chic I too have just retired but I called it rewired from teaching and now I cannot tell you how much fun it is to CHOOSE stuff to do ...gardening, crafting blogging, cuppa, playing
    thanks again for your style and integrity it shines through even way down here.

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  73. We love Portabello Road. You're right about the stories:)

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